In a few short hours, I could change that to "you finished you short life". I hate that. It's awful. I have been feeling very awful about that lately. The days are just going to keep coming, and keep going, without you, and there is nothing I can do about it.
I have been thinking about all the people who have had to deal with my bitching, and moaning, and groaning. I wish I could change it. I wish I could stop bitching all the time. But I can't. I can't help it. However, I am VERY grateful to the people who listen, and actually care about what I am going through. (They know who they are, no names needed.) I wish there was a way I could show them how grateful I am, although it would have to be pretty huge.
Even if it just the people who take time out of their busy schedules to get on and read my letters to you. (There is alot.)
Many of the women whom I've connected with through this have had very hateful things said to them. Someone commented a picture of a very beautiful baby boy (gone too soon, like yourself) on a website saying, and I quote "I wouldn't feed that to my dog" and "That wasn't even a missed period". That is only one of the MANY hurtful things I have seen, in the past week alone.
People can be very rude, and insensitive. I know that by putting your story out there, I run the risk of verbal abuse, and having these things said to me also. But no matter what ANYONE says, I know you are the most beautiful baby girl who ever graced this earth. I don't care what anyone has to say, they can shove it for all I care.
People who say things like that are sick and need help.
We miss you very much!
I love you, baby!
Love,
Mommy.
Mommy's Angel <3
4 comments:
Happy 3 Heavenly Months Serenity .
So sorry people have to be so hurtful.
Thinking of you today and sending {{BIG HUGS}}
Caroline
I think it is beautiful how your write letters to Serenity and I am sorry she isn't here. I wish I could take your pain away :-(
btw..talking abt heartless ppl this comes from an angel mom who I was so close to that took a pic of my son & I & wrote..."I have a confession... I am responsible for my son's passing." my son died due to a bed sharing accident. it amazes me how cruel and heartless angel moms can be ;-( No matter what's the problem I would never bring in our angels & try to disgrace them or cause more pain to an angel mom (((BIG HUGS)))
~Stacey
Stacy,
You are a GOOD PERSON. Like you said. It was an ACCIDENT. Anyone who can't see that you are going through the same thing that we(other blms) are, needs to open their eyes. That was still your child, no matter how he passed. I can't believe someone, especially someone who knows what we are going through could be so mean. They have no right to judge anybody no matter what has happened to them. Like I said before Stacy, if you ever need to talk to someone without judgement about anything, you know how to get in touch with me.
(((HUGS!))) <3 You and Jaleel! <3
Thank you sweetie! Ppl like that do not bother me because someone who really knew my pain & cared for me wouldn't do or say such hurtful things. I am also always here for you!!!!
(((HUGS)))
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